This will no doubt come as no surprise to most of you but I have gone and fucked things up again. I made the mistake today of letting a piece of information out that I was told in apparent confidence and have in so doing caused myself more trouble. I am now incredibly ashamed to have done so but I can’t believe that it has done as much damage to things as any number of other well meaning things have done. I now feel as if I have placed another brick in the wall that has been built between me and the other person concerned. I have been foolish in thinking that it was a thing I had any hope of seeing fall but I was slowly starting to hope it would eventually crumble enough to get around. I’m not so sure now.